Orgasmic Energy
A valuable gift and a creative healing tool
A decade ago I was choring away with pots and pans in the kitchen sink. Washing dishes was a daily escape. Warm soapy bubbles would carry me adrift. Swiftly, through memories. A time where far less responsibility resides.
Then one quiet day, for a split second, not a thought came to mind. Time stood still. It hit me. Like a brick. Not a ton. Only one. And to my surprise, I succumbed to an energetic orgasmic rush. Years later, I discovered that this was Kundalini Energy Rising. Spontaneously.
It was sudden and so unexpected. My body, exquisite and efficient.
My jaw dropped along with a pot lid and I double checked to make sure no one was witness. Such a private thing in a public space. Mid morning at that! I did have a few roommates back then. Not to mention, the kids! A quick glance over my shoulder. I was on my own.
Phew….it was my secret. A curse or a gift? My decision.
Our sexual energy is often suppressed or atrophied as the norm in society.
At first these spontaneous orgasmic surges seemed an act of immoral turpitude. They kept happening out of the blue. They appeared to be uncontrollable. Experimenting with my breath, I learned that I could command such energy at will.